40 Year Old Mystery

This was written recently, by putting in the perspective of a someone kind, looking into my experience. A few of the paragraphs were written from my own perspective, relating in words what I felt and thought during the time.

This was written, out of what turned to be the beginning of over a year of most difficult times of my life. But today, thank you to Allah Al Mighty, as because of Him, I have regained my faith. I was able to get through this experience by (still getting by, but much easier now - and only so, if I was suddenly reminded of it and that I had to relive it). Yes, today, I am happy to say that, it's easier now, and that I am getting through it by:

remembering Him, often.
read the Quran, whenever I can,
praying to Him, always.
... and forgiving quickly.


38 Year Old Mystery

the warning came unasked, unexpectedly,
of envy, of jealousy.
becareful please!, was the advise,
of a 38 year old mystery.

the warning came from a stranger,
who claimed sincerity that is only to assist,
becareful please, so you will not suffer,
becareful please! was the advise,
of a 38 year old mystery.

over a year it has been,
to not exercise care is stupidity,
to believe, to suspect truth is haunting,
of a 38 year old mystery.

over a year it has been,
to believe, to suspect possibility has been teary grief,
to not exercise care is stupidity,
of a 38 year old mystery.

the warning came from a stranger,
an initial placed in the center of the palm,
teary eyes, heavy heart,
of a 38 year old mystery.

prayers to ALLAH is the only way,
to protect, to care & to free,
from evil or any wrong doings,
of a 38 year old mystery.

prayers to ALLAH is the only way,
to stop, to care, to free,
from evil deeds or any wrong doings,
by the 38 year old mystery.

nothing to lose, nothing will be lost,
for love shared will surely stay,
those few words to be realised,
by the 38 year old mystery.

nothing to lose, nothing will be lost,
for love shared and given is surely undivided,
but will that will be realised in worldly sense,
by the 38 year old mystery.

open The Book half way through,
written in red are the words for you,
to protect, to shield, to keep you safe,
believing in ALLAH will see you through.

over a year it has been,
ironic outcomes, contentedness realized,
the greatest feeling most thankful of all,
of renewed faith in the power that He,
of keeping thy safe in His care,
from any 38 year old mystery.

- The insight came one day during the month of November 2005